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emberossing) wrote2017-03-05 04:53 pm
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for wauuu
Yuuri cracks open his eyes, blearily, to an unfamiliar ceiling. His head feels like it's either on fire or full of bees or possibly both and his stomach does a slow, sickening roll as he opens his eyes, but it settles, at least for the time being. Not just his head but everything hurts enough that, at least at first, he more just moves on auto-pilot, looking around for his glasses and taking what is obviously a pair of Paracetamol on the bedside table. There's a little note with them but he doesn't parse either the message or recognize the handwriting, so he just drinks about half the glass of water and looks around.
Memories leak back in slowly-- Vicchan, the competition, calling his mom, going back to the room, Celestino insisting that he had to go to the banquet afterwards, possibly worried he was going to do something stupid if he didn't. But he remembered saying no and refusing to open the door. So... shouldn't he be in the hotel room?
This is not the hotel room.
In fact, he swears he's seen this room before, somewhere, actually, but he's too tired and bleary to figure out where. So he just walks over to the bathroom, which he, for some reason, is able to guess the location of, and splashes water on his face rubs at it until he somewhat resembles a human being, and then goes in search of more clues to where he is.
The bedroom door creaks open and there's another sense of deja-vu as he looks around the apartment it opens on, but the pieces refuse to slot into place.
"He-Hello?"
Memories leak back in slowly-- Vicchan, the competition, calling his mom, going back to the room, Celestino insisting that he had to go to the banquet afterwards, possibly worried he was going to do something stupid if he didn't. But he remembered saying no and refusing to open the door. So... shouldn't he be in the hotel room?
This is not the hotel room.
In fact, he swears he's seen this room before, somewhere, actually, but he's too tired and bleary to figure out where. So he just walks over to the bathroom, which he, for some reason, is able to guess the location of, and splashes water on his face rubs at it until he somewhat resembles a human being, and then goes in search of more clues to where he is.
The bedroom door creaks open and there's another sense of deja-vu as he looks around the apartment it opens on, but the pieces refuse to slot into place.
"He-Hello?"
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"You ruined the surprise! I was supposed to have you so you could never escape and then exposit my evil plan in detail," you know, inevitably giving Yuuri enough time to escape because that's always what happens, right? "How else could I make you mine? Keep you with me so I can keep torturing you with pleasure after pleasure,"
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Much like how his reaction to Victor grabbing his ass on this same couch yesterday was a good foreshadowing to how he was going to feel about the spanking in the shower, this conversation seems to indicate that getting him to actually do some kind of bedroom roleplaying might not be impossible with a bit of a push. He's not having near as much trouble keeping up as Victor might have thought.
"Or were you meaning more after you'd convinced me to let you tie me to the bed?" he quirks an eyebrow and then, suddenly he's keeping going, not really aware what he's about to say until he's already saying it, "Although... you probably wouldn't need to. I certainly couldn't have run anywhere earlier this morning..."
Yes. Yes, Yuuri Katsuki just made a joke about Victor fucking him until he couldn't walk as a means of keeping him in Russia. That is a thing that just happened.
(Better distract him before Yuuri realizes it's a thing that just happened...)
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"Well, now that you've turned the tables on me, by figuring out my secret," he'll rub a thumb over Yuuri's bottom lip, "you'd have to tie me to bed, right?"
His tone says he's down for this. Super down for it.
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He doesn't get at it right away, though, because part of what's letting him talk like this at all is the fantasy aspect of it, so he has to go along with the story they're constructing, instead, or he's going to clam up. But it's very clear that the seed's been planted, at the very least.
"Well, not right now, obviously. I'd never win in outright fight. It's much better if I let you think you've won and seduced me completely. Let you torture me for a little while longer while I look for the perfect chance to escape. Although... there's always the danger you could make me forget to try..."
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"The danger is I fall in love with you and we stop all out villain and hero business all together, a perfect stalemate," Too busy fucking each other's brains out to do any good or bad to others.
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"If that's your superpower, I think it's working," and then, the smirk again, "Mm, but if that's all it takes to stop you being a super-villain, then I think it's probably a noble act to sacrifice myself for the cause."
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"You'll have to teach me a lesson, so I change my ways. I'm sure you're very persuasive."
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"I'm afraid persuasion's definitely not my superpower," but he's also kind of intrigued by the tone Victor had had when he talked about Yuuri tying him to the bed. He's not sure he really has the guts to do that, but he's also said that about everything they've done so far so... "... but maybe you'd be distracted enough to let something slip. Some way to really get under your skin, some way to turn the tables..."
He leaves it light, open. Most of what they've done has been Victor's idea, and he doesn't want him to think that Yuuri's got no fantasies or preferences. But the truth is, he doesn't know very much. And everything they've done has been better than any half-thought out fantasy anyway.
... and also he's fairly sure that the desire to find something that will take Victor completely off-line counts as a fantasy, now. But he also doesn't want to pressure him...
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"I guess you could turn the table on me and give me some discipline, if I've been so bad," Is revenge your style? He'd be happy to get spanked in return, after all. This whole little farce they came up with is actually leading really nicely into these other kinks and types of play.
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Yuuri considers that for a moment and then it's not as much playing anymore, but they're also kind of doing something different now, all of a sudden, and he's aware of that. Weirdly, though, the playfulness seems to linger, makes it easier to talk about these things, at least for the moment. He's going to seize that feeling while he has it.
"What is it you like about it?" he asks, curious, though he does add, "You don't have to tell me, you just seem so sure about how much you like it and what you like. What makes it that way?"
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"You seemed into it, too, you melted right into my arms and kept pushing for more. Seeing a partner like that is a great pleasure, though I like being the person falling apart from it, just as much."
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It's probably a good thing Victor immediately gets him blushing and distracted again, because that's way more forward than he'd meant to be, so spluttering about how into he'd gotten seems like a much better idea.
"I didn't really like that it hurt, but it made everything else seem... more intense, I guess?" if he's going to tease Victor for not giving him enough information, it's hypocritical for him to do the same, but he also doesn't really wholly have the vocabulary to talk about it yet, either.
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"I also have an oddly sensitive tailbone. Not sure why! Maybe I fell on it a few too many times, but there's no injury. Sometimes bodies are strange, like that. You might find a more bizarre way or place you like attention. It's kind of like discovering a prize!"
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"Do you have a way to tie your hands together first and then secure them to something?"
He's heard that bit about how he might find spots like that on his own self and thinking about it as a prize is also arousing, interesting, but he's got this other thought, under the surface, and he's not used to that.
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"Neckties work well for that, I have plenty of those," it's very true, they were soft and easy to tie, silky against skin rather than harsh. They were also difficult to tie too tight and never all that difficult to get out of. Thrilling, but not dangerous.
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What he has in mind probably isn't exactly what Victor is thinking about. In fact, it feels kind of ridiculous, to him, really, stupid. But he also really, really wants to try it, to see if it's like what he thinks it will be. And, weirdly, he both really wants to be able to do something for Victor where he's a more active participant to Victor's pleasure instead of being dragged along and he wants to do something that's just for himself, just because he wants to. Because all of this has been amazing, but he feels like Victor has had had to coax him through all of it and it's starting to feel weirdly out of balance to him, though he's not sure why, when they've both been so into everything.
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"I can call concierge, they'll get your laundry handled," because remember this is a big dumb fancy condo place and doing your own laundry is for less luxurious lifestyles. "We'll just leave leave it at the door, you can show me what you have in store right away." You ask for no time to hesitate and Victor isn't leaving any room.
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"Please do, then," he says, a little helplessly with a grin, because it's really a little bit silly, how luxurious all of this is. He doesn't know how he would feel about living in someplace this fancy. It feels a little like cheating, somehow, with how hard he's always had to work at everything. But even he has to admit it's a nice place to take an unexpected vacation... (And have sex on possibly every available amenity in the apartment...)
Okay, deep breaths, you can do this, Yuuri.
"And uh, I'll need a pair of ties and um..." no you are not losing momentum now. There is an idea and a goal and Victor is not going to laugh at you if it's horrible you can do this, "... if you have like... one of those light blocking sleep mask things?"
Because like hell is he going to be able to say the word blindfold to Victor.
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"A blindfold? I should have one in my travel bag," breezy as ever, he'll get Yuuri to his feet. One more tilt of Yuuri's chin upward to catch for a kiss and he'll ask, "anything else you have in mind?" Victor would draw a line at any sort of gag, he didn't care for those one bit, but getting tied up a little with a blindfold? Sounded nice so far.
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But look, he's doing this. 48 hours ago he was eating ice at the most important competition of his life and 24 hours ago he was crying on Makkachin and trying to put his brain back together and now he's about to tie Victor Nikiforov to his headboard. A tiny bit of hesitance is probably allowed. It might even be settling. They really don't know each other very well for all that Yuuri feels like Victor also knows him better now than anyone else. Clicking with another person this deep, this fast is like that, you forget all the ground you haven't covered.
Although somehow, he still knew Victor wouldn't want to be gagged. The man likes to talk too much.
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Hesitance shows care and being careful is a good trait in this instance. Victor keeps his smile on, easy and comfortable, he's sure Yuuri has the judgement to not do anything too extreme. It's adorable to Victor that he's got a plan worked up in his head, nerves or otherwise, Victor wants to see what Yuuri has in store.
"Ties are in the closet and my travel bag is in the bathroom, help yourself. I'll get your laundry put out,"
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He feels suddenly very, very alone.
Weirdly, though, although he takes a minute to stare blankly at the blinds like he's staring out the window at the rain, the thought kind of settles him. There's no one else here. Victor's openly and enthusiastically interested in doing this. If this doesn't work, if it's awful, he can just untie him and have him fuck him again and it will be alright. He's not used to doing something so outside of himself with such low stakes. It leaves him feeling almost dream-like when he goes and tries to pick the two least expensive looking ties out of Victor's array of them, moves back into the bathroom to get the mask. Everything feels sharper, somehow, but he feels disconnected, calm.
He sets the items on the bedside table, makes sure there's still lube in this room, and pulls the top blanket off the bed since it's still a mess from yesterday.
By the time Victor's back, he's also taken off his pants, though he's still in Victor's underwear and the sweater, which is oversized on Victor, and just barely is long enough on Yuuri to cover his ass in the back. The effect makes him look both waifish and determined and it's interesting, maybe, given the rest of the things he'd asked for, what they're going to do, that Yuuri would choose to make himself look more vulnerable.
"R-Ready?"
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A quick call to the laundry service and he'll set out Yuuri's clothes along with some of the dirty sheets from the other room they messed up. Eventually they will want a clean place to sleep. Eventually.
When he does enter the room, Yuuri gets looked top to bottom and back up again, Victor's smile growing more mischeviously excited before meeting his eyes again. That's a good look, very good, and Victor wants to do more than look. Though, maybe he won't be looking much at all, considering the blindfold. A shame, but he gets the appeal.
"What are your orders, Yuuri?"
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His breath catches and he flinches a bit, but it's not because it's bad, it's because he doesn't know what to do with the intensity of the feeling that feels like it flows upwards through him like a current from the floor. It feels like everything is suddenly too fast and too slow at the same time-- like there's enough time to realize that he's both terrified and achingly hard and trying to ignore both things, but yet he's already crossing over to perch on the side of the bed, can already feel the silk of one of the ties between his fingers. He's fidgeting, running it over them. He never realizes it when he's fidgeting, but he does now.
Deep breaths. You can do this. It's okay. It's okay.
"Um..." getting himself to sound in any way commanding is a lost cause, but he's going to get the words out, he's determined to get to do this and this is the only way it happens. Deep breaths, "Lay down on your back on the bed with enough room that you can put your wrists together over your head." There's a hint of a question at the end, like he's also kind of asking if that's a reasonable thing to ask.
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