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emberossing) wrote2017-03-05 04:53 pm
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for wauuu
Yuuri cracks open his eyes, blearily, to an unfamiliar ceiling. His head feels like it's either on fire or full of bees or possibly both and his stomach does a slow, sickening roll as he opens his eyes, but it settles, at least for the time being. Not just his head but everything hurts enough that, at least at first, he more just moves on auto-pilot, looking around for his glasses and taking what is obviously a pair of Paracetamol on the bedside table. There's a little note with them but he doesn't parse either the message or recognize the handwriting, so he just drinks about half the glass of water and looks around.
Memories leak back in slowly-- Vicchan, the competition, calling his mom, going back to the room, Celestino insisting that he had to go to the banquet afterwards, possibly worried he was going to do something stupid if he didn't. But he remembered saying no and refusing to open the door. So... shouldn't he be in the hotel room?
This is not the hotel room.
In fact, he swears he's seen this room before, somewhere, actually, but he's too tired and bleary to figure out where. So he just walks over to the bathroom, which he, for some reason, is able to guess the location of, and splashes water on his face rubs at it until he somewhat resembles a human being, and then goes in search of more clues to where he is.
The bedroom door creaks open and there's another sense of deja-vu as he looks around the apartment it opens on, but the pieces refuse to slot into place.
"He-Hello?"
Memories leak back in slowly-- Vicchan, the competition, calling his mom, going back to the room, Celestino insisting that he had to go to the banquet afterwards, possibly worried he was going to do something stupid if he didn't. But he remembered saying no and refusing to open the door. So... shouldn't he be in the hotel room?
This is not the hotel room.
In fact, he swears he's seen this room before, somewhere, actually, but he's too tired and bleary to figure out where. So he just walks over to the bathroom, which he, for some reason, is able to guess the location of, and splashes water on his face rubs at it until he somewhat resembles a human being, and then goes in search of more clues to where he is.
The bedroom door creaks open and there's another sense of deja-vu as he looks around the apartment it opens on, but the pieces refuse to slot into place.
"He-Hello?"
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"We'll have to pick up where we left off,"
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Or maybe those parts of his brain are still asleep.
Whatever the reason, there's no hesitation in him, arms winding around Victor's neck,
"Absolutely shameful. Unable to go a sixth time in a single day after spending half of it on the ice. You should make it up to me," he teases. If Victor even looks for a moment like he's taking the things he's saying seriously, Yuuri would be all apologies.
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"No need to rush," he'll say, despite reaching down to peel Yuuri's pants away, revealing his hard cock before doing the same to his own. No need to hold them together given the position, weight gave them all the friction they could need, "but I am impatient..."
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"Me too," he admits, as if there's any doubt of that at the moment, the way he's moving his body against Victor's. "I want you."
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Yuuri stretches again, not without thinking about it first, but not as an affectation, either, hands sliding up over his head to elongate his spine, head falling back for a moment. He makes a little satisfied noise when he does it and as he relaxes back down, he hooks the leg not around Victor's leg up around his waist instead, still lazily, but it shifts the way their cocks are rubbing and he moans,
"I could maybe start liking mornings if they're like this."
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"I'd wake up early everyday if I could savor you like this,"
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"Yes... oh, I want that..." the first maybe isn't so surprising-- Yuuri's good at saying yes even when he's shy, but he doesn't even stutter, purrs out want from somewhere breathy in his chest. "Every morning... just like this..."
Words are suddenly easy and that's definitely not going to last, but it's probably worth egging on a little while it's happening.
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"You could wake me up like this. It would feel so good, to wake up with you already inside me."
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"My cock hits all the right places, doesn't it? You enjoyed it even for your very first time," he's caught on that Yuuri is into this teasing about his virginity. The good, pure man falling apart from his first taste of pleasure is an arousing idea, of course.
"Now you can't get enough,"
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And he's definitely into the idea of his own "corruption". He doesn't actually think about it that way, exactly, but there's just something about it, some perfect combination of possession and something illicit, something freeing, like admitting he can't help it makes it easier to not care if he's being weird or stupid, that drives him almost immediately crazy. And there's no denying that this is addicting though that's more than just the sex, is everything about this, gluttony after years of not even knowing how starving he was.
"Yes..." it rides a moan out, turns it into a little hitched noise, "More... more. Can't get enough of you. Can't help it..." From someone else it would probably sound a little over the top, but there's a sweet, enchanted sincerity to Yuuri's voice.
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Separating his mouth from darkening another hickey, he'll sigh with some aroused exasperation. He eyes to the bedside table and reach for it. Luckily, they're rolled closer to Yuuri's side and he doesn't have to wiggle away from Yuuri gripping legs. He can grab the lube from there, glad it was so handy.
"I want to watch you, Yuuri," his tone is gruff, the morning still in his voice, making his accent thicker on words like want and you, making them heavier in the air, "will you tease yourself open for me?"
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And then he's thinking about all the times he's woken up like this, too tired to feel shame about it, and done something similar while thinking about Victor and then he's nodding and reaching his hand out for the lube.
"It's going to be hard to tease at anything right now," he says, mostly to cover up the nerves, though at least half of what he's steeling himself for is how mind-blowingly good this is going to feel, everything still a little tender from yesterday, but in all the best possible ways.
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"How's that? Just for the two of us," he'll lean in to kiss Yuuri, hoping the gesture is at least as caring as it is silly.
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After yesterday, the slide of his first finger inside is easy, easier than he can ever remember it being, and he's a little bit raw and sore, but raw and sore in other places for other reasons is so much a part of his life that it barely registers. He makes a thin, plaintive little noise, but it's all for how good it feels, more sensitive than normal and in a different way. He shudders just a little and he's suddenly really glad Victor's letting him do this because he has the distinct impression that if those slender fingers were inside him, he'd completely lose control of himself in a way more liable to cause harm in the end.
As it is, he adds a second one too quick, hisses with it, but he can't help it, like he said.
"Everything feels different," he manages, because he realizes he's been making sounds that are all good, but do probably sound a little over the top for how little he's done, might be concerning, "More intense."
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"I didn't want to bottom again for weeks after my first time, but I had rushed it. Reckless teenager and all that,"
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There's once again that feeling of vertigo, like he's going to be panicking about this later, not because there's anything here he doesn't want, but because there's so much here he wants he's almost afraid of it.
And then Victor is kissing at his thighs and his legs fall further open even as he's flushing a bit in embarrassment. It's the first time it really hits him that, while Victor makes him more embarrassed than he can ever remember in his life, seemingly all the time, it's... different from his normal level of embarrassment, somehow. He doesn't understand what it is, certainly can't analyze it now, but it makes his cheeks burn and his stomach drop, just like always, but it also makes him stretch his fingers a little wider than he thought he was ready for, just to give Victor more to look at.
"I... kind of feel like... a reckless teenager," he manages, though he's having to work for air now, between his nerves and the feel of his own fingers
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"The kind you feel foolish about, but can't regret," he'll suck a hickey into Yuuri's skin, just above his knee on the soft, inner curve, "my absolute favorite kind,"
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He's not quite ready for a third finger, even though he wants to be, and even if he were, he might drag this out a little at this point anyway-- he does want Victor to fuck him, very, very much, but he also likes him a lot right where he is, wants more of those bruises a surprisingly great deal. Even so, he gets a little more intense with the two he has in himself, less about what Victor can see for a moment and more about what he himself can feel, dragging them in and out across sensitive skin slowly, teasing himself a little, drawing out little involuntary shivers that he knows Victor can see.
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"I'm not used to feeling possessive, but I don't think that's bad," he sinks his teeth into the soft skin of his inner thigh, leaving another mark, "I hope that's flattering, because I don't want to share you, my Yuuri,"
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