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emberossing) wrote2017-03-05 04:53 pm
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for wauuu
Yuuri cracks open his eyes, blearily, to an unfamiliar ceiling. His head feels like it's either on fire or full of bees or possibly both and his stomach does a slow, sickening roll as he opens his eyes, but it settles, at least for the time being. Not just his head but everything hurts enough that, at least at first, he more just moves on auto-pilot, looking around for his glasses and taking what is obviously a pair of Paracetamol on the bedside table. There's a little note with them but he doesn't parse either the message or recognize the handwriting, so he just drinks about half the glass of water and looks around.
Memories leak back in slowly-- Vicchan, the competition, calling his mom, going back to the room, Celestino insisting that he had to go to the banquet afterwards, possibly worried he was going to do something stupid if he didn't. But he remembered saying no and refusing to open the door. So... shouldn't he be in the hotel room?
This is not the hotel room.
In fact, he swears he's seen this room before, somewhere, actually, but he's too tired and bleary to figure out where. So he just walks over to the bathroom, which he, for some reason, is able to guess the location of, and splashes water on his face rubs at it until he somewhat resembles a human being, and then goes in search of more clues to where he is.
The bedroom door creaks open and there's another sense of deja-vu as he looks around the apartment it opens on, but the pieces refuse to slot into place.
"He-Hello?"
Memories leak back in slowly-- Vicchan, the competition, calling his mom, going back to the room, Celestino insisting that he had to go to the banquet afterwards, possibly worried he was going to do something stupid if he didn't. But he remembered saying no and refusing to open the door. So... shouldn't he be in the hotel room?
This is not the hotel room.
In fact, he swears he's seen this room before, somewhere, actually, but he's too tired and bleary to figure out where. So he just walks over to the bathroom, which he, for some reason, is able to guess the location of, and splashes water on his face rubs at it until he somewhat resembles a human being, and then goes in search of more clues to where he is.
The bedroom door creaks open and there's another sense of deja-vu as he looks around the apartment it opens on, but the pieces refuse to slot into place.
"He-Hello?"
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"What, I'm not distracting you, am I?"
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"Mm. How could I not be?" he tries to sound cross, but his voice is still kind of purring out of him, lower than normal and it's just breathless instead.
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Embracing Yuuri tightly, he'll be exploitative tickling him without a second's warning, laughing to keep the man held close.
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The tickling touch is somewhat muted by the gloves, but it's enough to make him shriek softly, more playfully than actually really being tickled (though it does a bit) and he's squirming to get away, but it's just to twist in Victor's arms so he can actually return the attack.
If that also ends up pressing Victor back up against a counter and that also presses him against him and if he steals a kiss somewhere in there, well, he can hardly be blamed for that!
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How wholly and completely terrifying all of this is.
How impossible.
Victor is still too warm and present and real for it to quite turn into a panic attack, but it's the moments like this, goofy and intimate, that he verges the most on them, because his lack of sexual experience isn't a lack of desire so much as an intense distrust of intimacy. With Victor, it's easier-- amazingly so. But it's still things like this where it creeps back, clawing at the back of his throat until he has to push away to keep things light, to keep himself breathing.
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There's going to be no resistance if he doesn't choose to, of course, his hang so casually it looks like they'd open at the slightly invitation to hold Yuuri again. Victor gave off the impression, everything about him so willing and ready, but maybe that's apart of why he's so ridiculous. It's too fast and too intense, but Victor's happy for it, smug even. Everything about the confidence of his posture and expression says this is working. He'll have time to be amazed over that later, with a little distance between them, but for now he's unafraid. Maybe that can help sustain Yuuri through this and beyond.