There's the dim thought somewhere that he thought this would be harder, that he's kind of had this weird complex about the entire thing: sex, other people, physical contact, and maybe it's all kind of silly, really. This doesn't feel difficult. This doesn't feel like something he has to reach for, or something uncomfortable. It just... flows, and he flows with it, and the realization doesn't quite hit his brain here, won't for a long time, but it's like moving to music.

He rubs his thumb over the head of Minami's cock and it does sort of strike him that, in complete defiance of everything, he's having fun.

So he does it again.